Happy 30th birthday Spencer! I can’t believe it’s been nearly five years since you left us. While I can’t say I had the closest relationship with you––since there is an 11 year difference between us––I miss you like crazy.
I remember when you were sick and were given six months to live; that was the time we began to grow closer. I used to come in and read some of my favorite children’s chapter books to you. I apologize for my young taste in literature (with me being 14 and all). But thank you for bearing through it with me. Sharing those peaceful moments with you in your bedroom reading my favorite books to you is something that I will always cherish. I am sorry I was never that consistent with visiting you each day and reading to you. I still feel guilty about that: you being bed ridden and I never kept my promises to come read every day. I am sorry. I hope you can forgive me for that naive mistake.
Growing up I always remember you being so meek, humble, soft-spoken, but being a never-ending pit of service, love, and charity. I looked up to you more than you could ever know. I feel like I hit the jackpot in heaven with you being my older brother. Heavenly Father gave me an amazing example to follow, so thank you. You showed me how to come closer to my Savior and live life the way God would have you. You were always willing to submit to God’s plan. Your courage during your trials was inspiring. Your peace amidst the storm of life seemed to come from a higher understanding. Thank you for all you have done for me, Spencer. I can’t wait to reunite with you in heaven and continue getting to know you.
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