Four Classes

I am freaking out about having to study for and take my final exams and do my final projects…I just cannot put into words how relieved I will be once this semester is finished though. I feel like the finish line is so close, yet so far, and that is what is killing me. I have sincerely enjoyed my classes this semester, but I am ready for them to be done. I just need a break. I need sleep again.

The funny thing is that whenever I tell other BYU students that I am taking four classes, they all tell me how lucky I must be for taking that few of classes. I mean what?! It just bugs me that even thought I might not be taking ten classes, I can still struggle with things. I have my own personal battles and complications, so judging whether or not I have it easy based off of how many classes I am taking is a little crazy, and quite frankly a bit shallow. It’s hard for me to have and “easy” time when I am not one hundred percent invested in all of the subjects I am taking and have a lot of things going on at home. I also get that there must be a lot of students who have crazy busy schedules, but I don’t think I should be written off as having an easy time just because I am taking four classes. I guess that is what I get for going to a prestigious school: being constantly surrounded by lots of crazy smart and academic people. Oh well, I suppose that there will always be people like that.